Cinematic film-style portrait through a rainy window

masterpiece, best quality, cinematic film photography, heavy film grain, soft golden rim light, shallow depth of field, bust portrait of elegant East Asian woman, messy loose updo bun with stray wispy hairs falling across forehead, eyes gently closed, calm quiet melancholic expression, warm terracotta matte lips, wearing silky white thin spaghetti strap slip dress, shot through glass window covered with countless tiny water droplets, blurred warm bokeh light spots overlay background, cool blue dim ambient tone mixed with warm golden light casting soft dappled shadow on face and body, soft transparent glass refraction, subtle rainbow lens flare, quiet rainy indoor mood, soft diffused natural light, realistic delicate skin texture, muted cool blue and warm gold color grading, hazy dreamy atmosphere --ar 9:16 --style raw --v 6.0